Book Recommendation: The Mindf*ck Series by S.T. Abby

If you’re looking for a thrilling, dark, and emotionally intense read, I highly recommend The Mindf*ck Series by S.T. Abby. This five-book series is a masterclass in blending psychological thrills with morally complex romance.

About the Author

S.T. Abby was a pseudonym used by C.M. Owens, a prolific author known for her ability to write across various genres, including romance and suspense. Under this pen name, she crafted the Mindf*ck Series.

Tragically, the author passed away in 2021, leaving behind a legacy of heartfelt and suspenseful stories. She had one other pen name, Kristy Cunning.

The Genre

The Mindf*ck Series is a blend of dark romance and psychological thriller, making it perfect for readers who enjoy morally complex characters, high-stakes tension, and a touch of forbidden love. This series is not for the faint of heart—it delves into themes of revenge, justice, and the darker sides of humanity.

What They’re About

The Mindf*ck Series follows Lana Myers, a woman on a calculated mission to exact revenge on the men who destroyed her life. Lana is no ordinary protagonist; she is a vigilante serial killer, targeting those who escaped justice through the legal system.

On the other side is Logan Bennett, a dedicated FBI profiler tasked with hunting down a brutal serial killer—unbeknownst to him, the very woman he’s falling in love with. Logan’s moral compass and commitment to justice are tested as he navigates his growing feelings for Lana.

The series weaves a gripping tale of revenge, justice, and forbidden love, taking readers on an emotional rollercoaster. As Lana’s secrets come closer to being revealed, the tension escalates, forcing both characters to confront their values and the limits of their love.

The Series

The Mindf*ck Series consists of five short books, each one building on the last:

1. The Risk

   Pages: 120 | Release Date: 2016

   
   

   In The Risk, we are introduced to Lana Myers, a woman whose tragic past drives her to seek a brutal form of revenge. Lana has meticulously crafted a plan to destroy those who wronged her, and she’s not afraid to use any means necessary. As she navigates her dark journey, we learn about her traumatic history—being a victim of abuse and manipulation. The plot kicks off with her targeting her first victim, a man connected to her painful past, while she expertly hides her true identity under a mask of normalcy. Along the way, we meet Logan Bennett, an FBI profiler, who begins investigating a series of mysterious murders tied to Lana’s targets. While Logan grows closer to Lana, unaware of her involvement in the deaths, the attraction between them complicates her cold, calculated mission. This first book sets the tone for a series filled with tension, deception, and complex moral choices.

   
   

2. Sidetracked

   Pages: 128 | Release Date: 2016

   
   

   Sidetracked picks up the pace as Lana becomes more entangled in her own web of lies and vengeance. Lana continues her crusade against those responsible for her suffering, but now she faces a new challenge: balancing her murderous quest with her blossoming relationship with Logan. Logan, still unaware of Lana's true nature, grows more involved with her, pulling her deeper into his life as a profiler. Their relationship is filled with secrecy, as Lana fights to keep her violent actions hidden. Meanwhile, the investigation into the killings intensifies, bringing Logan closer to the truth. Tensions rise as Lana is forced to make dangerous choices—should she continue with her plan or let herself be vulnerable to the one person who might uncover her darkest secrets? The stakes are higher than ever, and with every step, Lana inches closer to the danger of being caught.
   

3. Scarlet Angel

   Pages: 130 | Release Date: 2016

   
   

   In Scarlet Angel, the pressure on Lana builds as her past comes rushing back to haunt her. As her relationship with Logan deepens, so does the complexity of her emotions. We learn more about Lana’s backstory—how her past shaped her desire for revenge—and the traumas that continue to influence her choices. Flashbacks provide insight into her early years, revealing the horrific abuse she suffered, which now motivates her single-minded mission. But as Lana struggles with her growing affection for Logan, she finds it harder to keep her double life a secret.
   

4. All the Lies

   Pages: 137 | Release Date: 2017

   
   

   All the Lies brings the series to a boiling point as Logan’s investigation begins to close in on Lana. The truth about her involvement in the murders starts to unravel, and Lana’s life begins to implode. As Logan digs deeper, he begins to connect the dots, and the tension between him and Lana reaches its breaking point.
   

5. Paint It All Red

   Pages: 148 | Release Date: 2017

   
   

   In the final book, Paint It All Red, Lana’s quest for vengeance culminates in a high-stakes, heart-pounding finale. As Lana’s plans come to fruition, she must make a final, devastating choice: is she willing to sacrifice her love for Logan in order to complete her mission? The book is full of explosive moments as Lana faces the ultimate test of her resolve and emotions. Logan, now fully aware of Lana’s role in the killings, is torn between his love for her and his duty as an FBI agent. In the intense final chapters, Lana must confront the reality of her actions, and the consequences of her revenge come crashing down on her. The climactic ending is filled with shocking twists that bring both closure and heartbreak.

Why I Loved These Books

What truly captivated me about this series was its unpredictability. I had no idea where the story was heading or how it could possibly lead to a satisfying conclusion. The book creates a fascinating clash between two sides—law and criminal—and I found myself rooting for both. This moral dilemma added a layer of complexity that kept me on edge. The relationship between the main characters was fraught with tension, seemingly destined for heartbreak, and yet the author managed to weave their story into something utterly compelling. The dark, twisted elements of the plot contrasted beautifully with the powerful and authentic relationships, which became one of my favourite aspects of the series.